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r />她深知，有些事情，能够躲得了一时，却躲不过一世，总得要去面对。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aW55LiN5oCo5LuW77yM5aW55LiN5oCq6aG+6Z2S5bGx77yM5LuO5p2l5bCx5rKh5pyJ5oCq6L+H5LuW44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
她不怨他，她不怪顾青山，从来就没有怪过他。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pyJ5pe25YCZ5a6J6Ziz5oC75piv5Zyo5oOz77yM56m256uf5piv5LiN5piv6Ieq5bex5YGa6ZSZ5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
有时候安阳总是在想，究竟是不是自己做错了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YW25a6e5b2T5bm055qH56WW5q+N5Zyo5pu/5aW555u455yL5Lqy5LqL5pe277yM5oyR5LqG5LiN5bCR6Z2S5bm05omN5L+K77yM5ruh5Lqs5LiK5LiL5pyA5Ye66Imy55qE6YOO5ZCb5YWo6YOo5pGG5pS+5Zyo5LqG5aSq5ZCO55qE5qGI5qGM5LiK77yM55qH56WW5q+N5b2T5bm055qE56ys5LiA5Lq66YCJ5bm26Z2e6aG+6Z2S5bGx77yM6ICM5pivJmhlbGxpcDsmaGVsbGlwO+iAjOaYr+S6jOeah+WFhOi1q+i/nueRnuOAgjwvcD4='));</script>
其实当年皇祖母在替她相看亲事时，挑了不少青年才俊，满京上下最出色的郎君全部摆放在了太后的案桌上，皇祖母当年的第一人选并非顾青山，而是……而是二皇兄赫连瑞。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Zyo55qH56WW5q+N5b+D55uu5Lit77yM6L+Z5Liq5LiW55WM5LiK5rKh5pyJ5Lu75L2V5Lq65q+U5LqM55qH5YWE5pu05oS/5oSP5oqk552A5aW555qE5LqG77yM5LuW5Lus5LqM5Lq66Z2S5qKF56u56ams77yM6Ieq5bm85LiA6LW36ZW/5aSn77yM5L2V5Ya15LqM55qH5YWE55qE5b+D5oCd77yM6YKj5Liq5pe25YCZ5a6J6Ziz5oiW6K645LiN55+l77yM5Y20556S5LiN6L+H55qH56WW5q+N77yM5bCG5aW55Lqk57uZ6LWr6L+e55Ge77yM55qH56WW5q+N5omN6IO955yf55yf5a6J5b+D44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
在皇祖母心目中，这个世界上没有任何人比二皇兄更愿意护着她的了，他们二人青梅竹马，自幼一起长大，何况二皇兄的心思，那个时候安阳或许不知，却瞒不过皇祖母，将她交给赫连瑞，皇祖母才能真真安心。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiN6L+H6YKj5Liq5pe25YCZ77yM5a6J6Ziz5bCG55qH56WW5q+N5oyR6YCJ55qE5Lq65LiA5LiA5ZCm5Yaz5LqG77yM5Lmf5rKh5pyJ5aSq6L+H6KiA6L6e5r+A54OI77yM5bCx5piv5q+P5LiA5Liq6Z2S5bm05omN5L+K77yM5Yiw5LqG5a6J6Ziz5Zi06YeM77yM5oC75piv6IO95aSf6KKr5aW55oyR5Ye65LiA5Lqb5LqM5Lqb5q+b55eF5p2l44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
不过那个时候，安阳将皇祖母挑选的人一一否决了，也没有太过言辞激烈，就是每一个青年才俊，到了安阳嘴里，总是能够被她挑出一些二些毛病来。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+55u05Yiw55qH56WW5q+N54K55Yiw6LWr6L+e55Ge5pe277yM5ZCT5b6X5a6J6Ziz5Y+M55y8556q5b6X566A55u05q+U6ZOc6ZOD6L+Y5aSn77yM6YKj5Liq5pe25YCZ77yM5a6J6Ziz5LiA6IS455uu556q5Y+j5ZGG6YGT77yaJmxkbzvkuoznmoflhYQmaGVsbGlwOyZoZWxsaXA75LqM55qH5YWE5piv5YWE6ZW/77yM55qH56WW5q+N5oCO6IO95bCG5a6J6Ziz6K6457uZ5YWE6ZW/5ZGiPyZyZG87PC9wPg=='));</script>
直到皇祖母点到赫连瑞时，吓得安阳双眼瞪得简直比铜铃还大，那个时候，安阳一脸目瞪口呆道：&ldo;二皇兄……二皇兄是兄长，皇祖母怎能将安阳许给兄长呢?&rdo;<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+55u05Yiw55qH56WW5q+N6LS55bC95ZGo5oqY77yM57uI5LqO54K55Yiw6aG+5a626YKj5L2N5paw5pmL55qE5o6i6Iqx6YOO5pe277yM5LiA5ZCR5oCn5oOF5oyR5YmU77yM5ben6KiA5Luk6Imy55qE5a6J6Ziz77yM56uf6Zq+5b6X5pSv5pSv5ZC+5ZC+77yM5oyR5LiN5Ye65Y2K5YiG6ZSZ5aSE5p2l5LqG77yM5aW55ZKs54mZ6LS55b+D5be06ISR55qE5pyd552A6bih6JuL6YeM5oyR552A6aqo5aS077yM6LS55b+D6LS55Yqb77yM5Lmf5LiN6L+H5pSv5pSv5ZC+5ZC+54K55LqG5LiA5Y+l77yaJmxkbzvpgqPkuKrmnKjlpLTlnZflrZDvvIzov5jkuI3lvpfpl7fmrbvkurrkuobjgIImcmRvOzwvcD4='));</script>
直到皇祖母费尽周折，终于点到顾家那位新晋的探花郎时，一向性情挑剔，巧言令色的安阳，竟难得支支吾吾，挑不出半分错处来了，她咬牙费心巴脑的朝着鸡蛋里挑着骨头，费心费力，也不过支支吾吾点了一句：&ldo;那个木头块子，还不得闷死人了。&rdo;<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5a6J6Ziz5LiA6IS45b+D6Jma77yM6Ieq5Lul5Li65o6p6aWw5b6X5p6B5aW977yM5Y205ZOq6IO96YCD6L+H55qH56WW5q+N6YKj5Y+M57K+5oKN5oWI54ix55qE5Y+M55y877yM5Y+q6K6w5b6X6YKj5pel5aSq5ZCO56We6Imy5LiH5YiG5aSN5p2C77yM5LiN5aSa5pe277yM5Y205Y+I5LmQ6aKg6aKg5Zyw55yL552A5a6J6Ziz77yM6YGT77yaJmxkbzvlvZPlubTmrarlnKjnmofnpZbmr43mgIDph4zlk63pvLvlrZDnmoTlsI/lronpmLPlpoLku4rnnIvmnaXmmK/plb/lpKfkuobjgIImcmRvOzwvcD4='));</script>
安阳一脸心虚，自以为掩饰得极好，却哪能逃过皇祖母那双精悍慈爱的双眼，只记得那日太后神色万分复杂，不多时，却又乐颠颠地看着安阳，道：&ldo;当年歪在皇祖母怀里哭鼻子的小安阳如今看来是长大了。&rdo;<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ZCO5Y+I5Z6C55uu5rKJ5oCd6Imv5LmF77yM5ZaD5ZaD6Ieq6K+t6YGT77yaJmxkbzvpob7lrrbkuYjvvIzpgqPkuKrpob7ml6Dlv6flgJLmmK/kuKrkuIDnrYnkuIDnmoTkurrkuK3pvpnlh6QmZGFzaDsmZGFzaDsmcmRvOzwvcD4='));</script>
后又垂目沉思良久，喃喃自语道：&ldo;顾家么，那个顾无忧倒是个一等一的人中龙凤‐‐&rdo;<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YaN5LiA5oqs55y877yM55yL552A5ruh6IS457uT55eC5pyq6JC977yM57yp5Zyo5bqK5qa75LmL5LiK55So6KKr5a2Q57Sn57Sn6Ze35L2P6IS46Z2i77yM576e5rap5b6X5LiN5pWi6KeB5Lq655qE5a6J6Ziz77yM5aSq5ZCO57uI56m26L+Y5piv5b+D6L2v5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
再一抬眼，看着满脸结痂未落，缩在床榻之上用被子紧紧闷住脸面，羞涩得不敢见人的安阳，太后终究还是心软了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LqO5piv77yM6Ieq6YKj5Lul5ZCO77yM5aSq5ZCO5L6/5riQ5riQ5bCG5b+D5oCd6JC95Yiw5LqG6aG+5a6277yM6LCL5YiS5LqG6L+Z5LiA5qGp5pS/5rK76IGU5ae744CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
于是，自那以后，太后便渐渐将心思落到了顾家，谋划了这一桩政治联姻。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Zyo5a6J6Ziz5auB57uZ6aG+6Z2S5bGx5LmL5YmN77yM5aW55YW25a6e5LiA55u055+l6YGT5pyJ5Liq5LmQ5pyq5aSu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
在安阳嫁给顾青山之前，她其实一直知道有个乐未央。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6YKj5Liq5ZCM5LuW6aG+6Z2S5bGx5LiA5ZCM55yL6Zuq55yL5pif5pif55yL5pyI5Lqu55qE5LmQ5pyq5aSu77yM54S26ICM77yM5a6J6Ziz6L+Y5piv5LmJ5peg5Y+N6aG+55qE5auB5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
那个同他顾青山一同看雪看星星看月亮的乐未央，然而，安阳还是义无反顾的嫁了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5a6J6Ziz6Ieq6LSf77yM5Yet5YCf5aW555qE6Lqr5Lu95ZKM576O6LKM77yM5ou/5LiN5LiL5LuW5LiA5Liq6aG+6Z2S5bGx44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
安阳自负，凭借她的身份和美貌，拿不下他一个顾青山。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y205pyq5paZ77yM5aW56L+c6L+c6auY5Lyw5LqG6Ieq5bex44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
却未料，她远远高估了自己。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuO5paw5ama5qyh5pel77yM5LuW5q+r5LiN54q56LGr55u05o6l6L+c6LW06L656Zmy5LmL5Zyw55qE6YKj5LiA5Yi777yM5aW55L6/6L6T5b6X5b275bqV44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
从新婚次日，他毫不犹豫直接远赴边陲之地的那一刻，她便输得彻底。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aW55LuO5p2l5rKh5pyJ5oCq6L+H6aG+6Z2S5bGx77yM5Lmf5rKh5pyJ5LiN5L+h5LuW77yM5aW55Y+q5piv5oCq6Ieq5bex77yM5Y6M5oG25LiA5Liq5pei6KaB5Y+I6KaB5ZCO77yM6L+Y5ruh5oCA6Iql6JKC55qE6Ieq5bex572i5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
她从来没有怪过顾青山，也没有不信他，她只是怪自己，厌恶一个既要又要后，还满怀芥蒂的自己罢了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiA5YiH6YO95piv5aW56Ieq5om+55qE77yM5LiN5piv5LmIPzwvcD4='));</script>
一切都是她自找的，不是么?<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6KGX5aS05Lq65aS05pSS5Yqo44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
街头人头攒动。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+54S26ICM5Lq65rW36Iyr6Iyr77yM5a6J6Ziz5Y205pyJ5Lqb6L+36Iyr77yM5Y+q6KeJ5b6X5peg5aSE5Li65a6277yM5YGM5aSn55qE5aSp5LiL77yM5YGM5aSn55qE5Z+O5rGg77yM5Y205aW95Ly85bm25rKh5pyJ5aW555qE5b2S5aSE44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
然而人海茫茫，安阳却有些迷茫，只觉得无处为家，偌大的天下，偌大的城池，却好似并没有她的归处。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5a625piv5LuA5LmIPzwvcD4='));</script>
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